Follow Through

Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?
I, haven't felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean
And we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet

So, since you wanna be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through

- Follow Through, Gavin Degraw

Ok, so instead of the K880i, I settled for the Sony Cybershot K800i. I love the silvery white case. Very sleek and its just me. I mean I love the slim K880i but its too extravagant considering how I need money for school and yes, the engagement (insya-allah).

So yes, he ditched me to go KL. So I'm alone over the weekend. It doesn't help that Friday is a public holiday. What am I gonna do???!!!

Mister, you better have presents for me and my ankle socks. Thank you very much.

So yes, I might pop by vivocity after work today, get the book Fai kindly reserved for me and chill at pacific coffee over a cuppa and read a bit... Yes alone. Well if I can sit ALONE at delifrance and eat and watch the world go by, I'm very sure I'll survive coffee by myself.

Oh and maybe, just maybe, I might join Yanni at her new house nearby.

Anyway, I did this romantic pattern analysis Its so weird how some is sooooo true. Try it.

Lin, your romantic pattern is Love vs. Honor!

Love vs. Honor is the most dramatic pattern of all — defined by an innate tug of war between what you want to do and what you think you should do.

But, here's the recurring pattern you may see in your relationships: There is something coming between you and love. (how apt)

Romance is not your number one priority, though in the back of your mind you are holding out for a soul mate. In your pattern, you find your soul mate, only to discover you can't be together unless you give up something precious, or jeopardize other relationships or ideals that are important to you. The decision itself is at the heart of your pattern. How do you choose? If this is your one chance at true love, can anything be worth giving it up? Can you enjoy love knowing you've betrayed something dear to you to achieve it? Or will the love be stronger for your sacrifice. This pattern is about confronting your values and life choices. It's about reevaluating what's important to you and choosing to remain on the same path or move in a new direction.

In the movie version of "The End of the Affair," Julianne Moore plays a woman who makes a pact with God to stop cheating on her husband if her lover survives a terrible injury. When he lives, she's forced to keep her promise, breaking both their hearts in the process. All relationships, at some point or another, require sacrifices. These painful decisions are familiar to everyone. No wonder it's so easy to relate to this romantic pattern's historical, literary, and cinematic counterparts. You're living it!! (You're damn right I am)

Explains why I'm a little dramatic sometimes. My life is a movie in a movie...Complicated yup.